Why is being a woman so lonely?

Your feelings are normal, I think, Not belonging 100% to either side leaves you in a halfway land. Many bi and or ed fit this diversified group, so it's hard to find the right mix. Loving dominance yet being a feminine woman brings you to a couple options as I see. One, find the woman who is similar and you could trade off. two, this is where I come in, female to male ed or transual. Most posses such a strong, deep love of all women. So intense is this love of femininity, that they go through a body metamorphisis just to have it. Most are bi before and after any surgeries. I know that I'd love to be involved with a dominant woman. Any ed Mtf's would wait outside in line for a chance at a cute dominant genetic girl.